The Backpacker

Time can never end...sang my favourite man. And, damn, he was right! Of course people have spoken of Healing with time' 'Away from sight...' and many such time-related philosophisies have done the rounds...all perhaps right or wrong in its own way of interpreatation and experiences.

I add my own. Time strengthens.  

One year today. Time never changed what I felt about him. Everyday of the 365 days have been the same.

Every morning I have woken up and every night I went to bed (and the time in between), I have uttered his name, along with the name of the almighty. Never mind the order. Never have I felt that I was carrying the burden, never have I felt I was wrong, that I must stop.

That is the power of love. I am glad I have proved to myself that I was right, that my feelings were true...truth always wins...love always wins...I dont know what winning in love means, but I know I was not wrong.

If I were to leave this world today, I will be glad to know that I have loved, like love should be. If I live many years, I will still feel the same. I survived days of pain, tears, joys, smiles....time changed many things, brought many changes, but time can never change what I feel about him. About N. He is a prayer, oh, he is the very world...my world.

He knows not, yet am not afraid. Because I have loved... like nothing before and nothing after...

I wonder if time will play another game with me? I intend to win everytime.